Monday, October 20, 2008
Self reflection.....
Today is the day i will never forget because today i was Busted for smoking ...
well ever since the day i started i knew this day would come ...
yea .. today is the day.
i was spotted by one of my dad's friend smoking with my bro at lot 1 ..
when my dad came home and started to ask me abt the incident of course the first thing was to denied the fact...
but after that my mum came in and ask us again this time she was crying while talking to us. for the first time i saw my mum crying because of something i have done ... this was really hard for me to accept ....i knew that she was hurt deeply or else she would't have cried infront of us ...after saying wat she wanted to say she went back to her room still crying...well that was the time where i felt like crying also....after a short disccusion with my bro ...we finally decided to just tell the truth once and for all ... i dun really want to hide the fact liao... seriously ....sooner or later they still will find out....
so we told our dad the truth...
my dad didn't even scold us ... he just say hope u will change ..
he was calm when he talk to us ... no scolding or whatsoever ...
...not even a little sign of anger....
this really make me felt so guilty.....
i went back to my room did some self reflections....
and so after some self reflection, i decided to quit for the better ...
and lastly to my parents - i am really sorry for what i did and i have realised my mistakes ...really hope that u all will still trust me after this incident as i know u all had always trusted me and yet i still did the thing u all have always ask me not to...hope u all will get to read this (even though i know is impossible as u all dun even know i have a blog)and yea...from today i shall try to quit smoking ...
(used
try because i dunno what will happpen in the future but i really hope i can quit totally )
Posted by Kelvin at 1:06 AM
